somewhere between long talks and making fun of each other,i fell for you

handphone dilemma.. =(

2010-02-01T17:02:00.004+08:00

wth =.=
i've never felt so outdated before weih.lem'me tell you why.currently my motorola hp(white) is dying..== and another thing is,i don't like my sony hp at all (the model).
i can buy new handphone :D

but wtf..blame my outdate-ness..
i went to search for handphone but i was like 'erm..which want ar..?'
can someone or anyone recommend something??
i'm in a state of dilemma here ==
not only that la,i have this stupid frickle minded attitude ><

i can't stay long with something and also very 'rambang mata'..LOL..everything also i want la xD

anyway, short-listed a few that i'm gonna consider :) ♥

♥ sony erricson C903 ♥

total of 3 colours available :D

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♥ sony erricson T707 ♥

i ♥ this black one :D

T's wording addict

2010-01-28T15:47:00.004+08:00

i am so talkative & loud :D

tehee...loving the T's

just only bought since a week ago.damn nice la the shirt

especially the words.. xD

my dad spotted the T's and he was like 'why dont you buy this..? you talk alot mah' ==

gahh..so true :D

got all the T's at Brands Outlet at Aeon Bukit Tinggi.i dont know why i just love going there :D

but what's good is that the T's are so cheap

i bought 4 pairs so its RM50 + RM19.90

hehe..very cheap already la

i went in and saw so many nice T's

nearly want to take all designs..hehe..*so impossible*

damn babi la..i'm definately going there again this weekend to buy my T's

not to forget..! i want Giordano's T's

damn bloody expensive >

but i am buying... =D

so gonna spend my next pay check for CNY..

2010-01-08T15:31:00.002+08:00

teheeeee....! :D

5th day of school..can say as not bad but still abit boring..

but heck..!

I'M GETTING MY PAY TOMORROW..~!!!! =D

i don't know how much yet..*arrgghh* hope its gonna be a whole lot of money...i worked so hard you know... =P

another thing is..i wonder whether should i change my blogskin...hhhmm..

i'm not good at those HTML thingy yet..

i scared later my blog will turn ugly....hehehhe..

and i'll never get to make another nice blogskin again...

oh..the new sweetheart :D

2010-01-06T18:08:00.007+08:00

As the new year comes..i got a new present too :D :D

its an Acoustic Guitar ( Toms )

bought from Aeon Mall at Yamaha Music shop..

i like the shape of this guitar..so i choose this instead of the common shape that is much similiar to the classical guitar.

me,being a beginner needs to really really work hard on the chords and stuff.

even my fingers hurts so bad.. ><

i thought it'd be easier to play a guitar but its not..but anything can be done if you had the heart to do it right? =)

p.s:: daddy bought it..so i don't have to come out any money..yay!!

since last time i've always wanted to play this damn freaking thing..now i finally get one..i mean..instead of just talking and do nothing (NATO) there's no point right? so now imma start learning how to play this 'thing'..haha

Those of you out there who might find this guitar 'LAME'..i don't care la =P

i'll upgrade to a new one as soon as i know how to play ( pro ) =D

currently i'm learning a song which i wanted to perform one day..hehe

so here's some snapshots of my new sweetheart ^_^

Happy New Year :D

2010-01-04T17:46:00.004+08:00

okay okay..!!!

2010 is here..!! and i'm 17..(16+++++)

hehhehe..

you know what..i hate to know that i'm gonna leave school soon,one more year and i'm out.i'm wondering where i'll go to next time.

BUT HECK..!!

SPM is BLOCKING MY WAY..!

how many months more?? don't exactly know..but i know that time flies faster than bullet train :P

New year..new beginning

so now i'm in a new class..5 BUDI..yeap :)

students in there are okay..just need to get to know them a lil more closer..hehe

whatever it is..this year is the year i must really really show what i can do.no more slacking or pigging or whateverla :D

::my new year resolutions::

1] study harder

2] _ _ , _ _ _ _ (cnt tell..hehe)

3] practice guitar

4]sing harder

and bla bla bla.... =D

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so before the school start...i went out jalan jalan..

went to places like Pyramid..Aeon Mall..101 mall..and ate at the makan place facing the lake view...(damn nice view) and few more places..

my sakae plates..and stuff..haha xD

the shop design attracted me..i like the sharp ball hanging there..hehe :D

ordered GyuDon rice..and my bro's unagi so called wood bowl..*yummmy*

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anyway...i missed my working place... ><

worked there for 1 month..i love the place..peoples are nice..gaaahh...why time fly so fast 1...??! ><

Bye My Little White Paw [Nikki] ..♥ ♥

2009-12-03T10:10:00.004+08:00

sorry for not updating my blog..

nikki..(left)

yesterday [2.12.2009] , my 4 months old puppy [ nikki ] died..i was at work when i received the call from my sister..i regret for not giving her much attentions these few days..damn i hate how i feel now..since last 3 days..she's not eating..and drink less..and worst part is that..she's really really quiet..not like her usual self..cheerful and hyper..we sensed something is wrong but we tried our best to keep her happy..

and before i go to work yesterday..i went to her and gave her a pat and soft rub on her head..told her to eat more and be my cheerful Nikki again..she didnt respond like how she used to.(standing and wiggle her tail staring with her beautiful eyes) i even told her that after i got my first pay check,i'll bring her to the vet..and pampered her with those dog stuff..but it looks like she didnt want to wait..

after i got the call i cant help it but cry..i wanted to run back home..but its too late...there's nothing else i can do..

she's really special..and no other dogs can replace her..i cant write long..because..erm..tears are dropping more and more if i kept on typing..so yea..thats all for now..

My Baby Nikki will always stay in our memories..and never shall fade..

LOVE YOU MY LITTLE WHITE PAW...

♥♥♥♥

♥

Mooncake Festival..!! :D

2009-10-04T21:46:00.005+08:00

Mooncake Festival started yesterday..

during the day..went shopping..and also bought some lanterns and candles..hehe

then in the night..my family and i played until midnight..cool huh :D

suprisingly..many of my neighbours came out to play too..so yea..all of us had a real good fun..

and it was kinda windy too..the weather was seriously nice and calm :D

not only that,but it looks like the whole USJ6/3A was so colourful that night.. ^^

ate mooncake and stuff.. =)

so here are some snapshots by me :D

me lighting the lantern..=D

all waxy..LOL

working as a team :D

alot ryte..=D

red lantern :D

this was last year's lantern (seahorse)..its the only one left..LOL

some got burned...xP

see...many of my neighbours played lanterns too..hehe..

so thats all for this post..will try to update more often though..

finals is in 2 weeks time...!!!!! (woot) :O

2009-10-04T21:36:00.003+08:00

Daddy's 41st Birtday was on the 1st October..

hehe..went out to Bukit Tinggi for lunch...ate at Kim Gary..

then shop a while...and head straight to 1 Utama for shopping again.. =D

nothing much i can post bout this because was busy walking around..and didnt manage to snap many pictures too..

Kim Gary =D

Daddy's cake :D

2009-09-24T16:28:00.002+08:00

yesterday went to the hill with wern,parvin,laura,soo li and also pok...

played a game called CHUBBY BUNNY...yeap

stuffed in marshmallow one by one..and say chubby bunny everytime you stuff in 1 marsh in ur mouth...

::SCORE BOARD::

me- 11

wern- 10

pok- 15..!

parvin- 14

laura- 11

soo li- 7

big mouth we have there huh...LOL :P

the marshmallow :D

wern and pok...haha

me,wern,pok *chubby chubby* :P

laura and her marsh..haha

me and laura...=D

like what wern said...' i love the lamppost' :D

nw wern love it too.. =D

i love this pic alot..haha..=D

guess where am i ?? :P

parvin busy jogging...LOL...didn't took any pic with her :(

then try to guess what happenned...i was walking walking walking..then accidently stepped on a dead rat..!!

eeeeeee....wern stopped and took a pic of it..hahaha...pity the dead rat..x)

2009-09-24T15:50:00.004+08:00

♥ HAPPY SWEET 16TH TO AI LIN...!! ♥

20/9/2009

srry posted it so late...hehe

On that day..went to Sunway Pyramid to celebrate Ai Lin's birthday..she belanja..THANK YOU..!

Ate at BBQ Plaza then watched movie..FINAL DESTINATION..rock! :D

here's sum pic of us...cnt upload alot cuz lag..=P

birthday girl...=D

she cried...LOL...too touched ady :P

her sweet 16th cake...fabulous..psst..taken by me :D

taken by parvin :D nice

group pic..! :D

hehe..=D

me and wern...<3

another pic..cnt see me..haha :P

that's all for this post...there is more to come

for those who always visit my blog but then i didn't update..so srry....

saturday morning in school =p

2009-08-15T09:24:00.004+08:00

its a saturday morning and i'm in school
so rajin right..? haha
wonder why i can blog at this time..?
i'm in the computer lab now..
doing 'stuff' :P
nah..
i'm just plurking and blogging thats all
stupid school computer cannot access through Facebook and also Youtube...!
bloody hell ryte..??~
hahaha
*dun use bad words* xD
~~omg..my stomach is growling....~ erhhhh....
gahhh....teacher is calling us to go back to class..
but i'm the only one from 4 E staying
muahhaha
i teman parvin
:D

k..k..k..
thats all for now..feel very lazy to blog all of a sudden
:p

2009-08-13T17:02:00.004+08:00

guess i'm gonna start to blog often nowdays..

hhmm..last night..i missed the 'meteor thing'

i mean it only happen after 1 am..!

LOL

by that time..i've already slept like a PIG xD

anyway,

today...i suddenly realised many many many things..

and..

i felt like giving up everything , taking all my words back , and also turn back time..

i don't be anything other than what i've used to be...the happy go lucky one...

i don't want to think bout all those 'stuff' everyday , everytime , or every single nite..

seriously..i kind of blame myself for everything..*sumtimes*

bt i'm lucky enough to have a really really good friend who sacrifices her time just to listen to my 'useless meaningless and hopeless story'....

i felt like i can tell her anything..

from A to Z...

LOL

thnks yo...

sumtimes..

u can't seems to really pour out everything

to the ones u trust the most or even if it is your close ones..

they're 2 weeks n 1 day old ^^

2009-08-12T23:21:00.004+08:00

today's date is 12/8/2009

so tat means my puppies are 2 weeks n 1 day old..

this are some of their pic taken today

::starting from baby Nikki::

::this is baby Vikki::

cute..?

hehe

that's all for today...

got no mood..

feeling so BLUE>>

gahh...

my puppies <3

2009-08-10T15:35:00.005+08:00

haven't been updating my blog lately..

August exam is over..

and now i'm free~~!

anyway,recently my dog just gave birth to 2 little pups..!

its very very very adorable..~

so here it is...

they are born on the 29th of July at around 10pm

they're just a few days old when i took this pic..

and now they are 13 days old..

and guess wad..

the eyes of the older one finally open..!

haha..its so CUTE...

top: Vikki (older)

down : Nikki (younger)

*both are females*

*if you find the name weird..i understand..haha*

*bt i think its cute*

me,my sis & bro spent like about 1 week to think of their names..

and my mom came out with the name Nikki..

haha..then we named another one Vikki :D

that's all for this post..

will be updating bout wern's bday later on

hehe

SS15 :D

2009-07-24T14:05:00.005+08:00

woosh..!

another lame update of mine..hehe

yesterday was the day i first step into a singing school.jakun eh...

before that...i was in school rushing to get out of the class.kept on begging teacher to let me go..!!

and i think my pathetic face worked on her

so yeah..

me and Wilson ran out of the class

and i head to my favourite place..(the toilet..haha :D)

then i followed Wilson's car to SS15

reached there about half and hour earlier

did voice checking

and guessed wad,

i think i sang Over It::Katherine McPhee too horribly..haha

but apparently that someone says its NICE

WOOT~~

then half way through the song the instructor suggested for me a song to sing--

The Climb::Miley Cyrus

what i didn't expected it to be was

i totally ROCK the song!!

haha (not perasan..seriously)

i couldn't believe that i can actually sing that song cuz u know la..miley's voice is a country kind of voice..hehe

after that song..i also sang Can't Fight The Moonlight::Leann Rimes and it was not as good as last year i sang during the school singing competition..nyeh..=p

finished my voice checking..its wilson's turn to continue his singing lesson

after everything was over at 3.30pm

i headed to McDonald to wait for Pok & Suphon :D

after their college is over we met up at Inti's main gate..LOL

then went to some kind of ~~study cafe~~

~yumcha & chit chat

~played stacko

~going through each other's books..LOL

~n bla bla bla

at 5pm

we all had to go home..~~wished could stay longer~~

kor fetch me home..haha..thnks :D

::8-10pm got chemistry tuition::was totally blank cz last week i didn't attend the tuition::

after so long... -.-

2009-07-13T18:32:00.004+08:00

my goodness..

if you realised how long I've abandoned my "baby"...

hahaha...its been a while since i last blogged..

i am not that free to blog so often anymore.

*ahem* not really that busy actually,but LAZZZZYYY...

anyway,this is going to be a grandmother's post..(grandma's story la)

so,if you've read half way then fell asleep..

i thank you for reading it and please feel free to visit again

hehe..

i'm starting from last last week saturday..

ok..first of all I MISSED THE HARI KARNIVAL FUN..!!

but nah..i don't really give a damn bout it anymore..hehe

*srry to farhan* :P

instead,i went back to Malacca for my grandpa's 67th bday celebration and partly mine too..

so,as you know..when you're in a place like Malacca..all you're going to do is EAT EAT & EAT

so yeah,i ate the hell out of me

but it was all delicious and great

ps::to you all kaki makan out there,watch out for the upcomings..muahahah

WARNING::if you're really starving right now,my advice..go get yourself something to eat first...

so here is what i've ATE there..

have fun getting hungry...hehehehe

this is the shark fin soup...*yum*

buddha jump over the wall (its d food name) :P

the best ones of all...

the roasted suckling pig..

LOL...the picture i've posted might not be many...its because i was too busy eating

oh yea...if you're wonding why the picture look so good

hehe..its because it is all taken by me using my Uncle's EOS

tehee..

anyway,that is the food i've ate during the bday celebration..

all together,there's 2 tables side by side

and there's 8 course all together

not including the cake!!

so can you imagine how much i've ate for lunch..?!

haha..but,

apparently,if you know whats the total price for the lunch that day..

i bet...you wouldn't even want to shit it all out...!!

seriously..it cost too much..even i myself didn't know how much it exactly cost till i saw the BILL..

LOL..not to forget..

as for the day before,i've went around eating...as usual..haha

here it goes..

this is all the food i ate the night before

my family and I went to Pankarama to enjoy the best fried oyster & Hee Kiau mee (if i spelt it right)

my fav fried oyster..!!

hahaha..

and most famous mee in Malacca

the Hee Kiaw mee

anyway,that is it for now...

am going to update more later...

chao....

mini updates...

2009-07-02T15:43:00.003+08:00

this is a short update of mine
hehe..
not going to write much
:D

as usual,when daddy is at home.We'll go out to shopping malls to see see stuff,makan,and just walk walk..LOL
and this is a little stuff that i bought for myself in Sunway Pyramid
:D yeap,a new jean..
lame..i know..LOL

oh yeah! not to forget..
I'VE WATCHED TRANSFORMER 2..!!
(WOOT)
:P

2009-06-24T15:23:00.004+08:00

my blog looks dead..

its dead..LOL

neways..this is a little updates of mine

currently not feeling so well

and i had to skip school today

=.=

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and here's my updates on father's day and camp fire night..

am not gonna upload lots of pictures..just a little.

::father's day::

bought daddy some stuff =D

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::camp fire night::

a day out wit babes..! :D

2009-06-12T15:51:00.005+08:00

on last wednesday,

me,wern.mun teng,laura and soo li went to summit to watch movie

so we watched 17 AGAIN..

::the story is about::

Popular high school senior Mike O'Donnell (Zac Efron) seemingly has it all. He is a star athlete headed straight for a college scholarship when he decides to give it up to settle down with his high school girlfriend Scarlet is pregnant.

Twenty years later, an adult Mike (played by Matthew Perry) finds his life is not exactly what he expected. He is separated from his wife, Scarlett (Leslie Mann) and living with his wealthy software genius nerd and best friend Ned Freedman (Thomas Lennon), his career at a pharmaceutical company is at a stand still, and his relationships with his teenage children are nonexistent. After getting passed up for yet another promotion at work, he returns to his high school to reminisce over his basketball awards and the life he could have had. While he is reliving his glory days, he is approached by a janitor and shares with him how things were so much better when he was 17.

As Mike is driving home from the high school, he sees the mysterious janitor standing on the ledge preparing to jump into the Los Angeles River. Mike rushes out of his car to rescue him, but when he gets there, the janitor has vanished. What Mike doesn't realize is that he is about to fall into the river and turn into his 17 year old self.

Young Mike (Zac Efron) returns to Ned's house, where he has the difficult task of convincing Ned that he is in fact Mike. At a loss of what to do, Ned pretends to be Mike's father and they register Mike back in high school to finish the life he never had the chance to live.

High school presents a lot of new challenges for Mike, such as dressing cool, keeping up with the latest gadgets and making new friends. But nothing compares to being in high school with his own children. He discovers that his daughter, Maggie (Michelle Trachtenberg), is not nearly as innocent as he thought she was and his son, Alex (Sterling Knight), is the brunt of the star athlete's jokes.

But Mike's most difficult realization is that he hasn't been a very good father or husband. Mike befriends Alex and tries to instill him with enough confidence to join the basketball team. He gets close to Maggie's obnoxious boyfriend and does everything in his power to break them up. Most importantly, he visits an unsuspecting Scarlet and rediscovers all the things that initially made him fall in love with her. You don't know what you have until you lose it.

Through his experiences, Mike realizes that he had chosen the perfect life he just never appreciated it. Now, he must figure out a way to transform back into his older self and win back his wife and kids.

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the later on,we went around Summit finding stuff we wanna buy,eat,and drink

then went in POINT B! to go to toilet and started ss-ing.hehehe

::wern and me::

while me n wern wanted to take pictures..

there's this guy passed by and say

"oi, amoy...cantik-cantik ooo"

*gahhh*

*hamsap kuai fella*

the climb...(hannah montana movie scene)

2009-06-08T17:39:00.003+08:00

this song is so far the best soundtrack for this year..seriously,i love hannah montana
=D

a little something..

2009-06-08T17:21:00.003+08:00

i lacked in updating my blog nowdays..

i just don't feel like blogging..

hehe

anyway,since some people ask why i didnt update for so long.

this is a little bit of my updates on what i've been doing these few days

recently,i'm shopping for a new jeans.

so i went around taipan to search for it first..

since i couldnt find any in KL that time (no time to shop for what i want )

i've found 1,and it is not that bad looking

hehe,ended up i oso go and try a few tops but malas wanna take pic inside the fitting room

so yea..there's a few pics i've taken

::the jean i wanted::

::grey top with zipper::

there's like a few more i've tried but didnt took a pic of it..

lol,so this is my update for today

there's nothing interesting though

A little side of me..

2009-05-27T15:34:00.009+08:00

here you go,another post by me for today.

TEHEE...

i've been blogging quite frequent nowdays.i don't know why i've been so addited to it. =]

As for today's post,i'm about to tell you some side of me that some of you people might not know,well unless you're my friend or mayb if you're close to me.

*gaahhh* i've got nothing to blog about,that's why i wanna talk a little bit bout me.. =D

Ok..

i'm a girl who loves TECHNO alots..as in ALOT.

and this includes Bass,Trance,Electro, and much much more.

i started to like Techno ever since i'm closed with one of my friend,Farhan.

He's like my Techno Master..LOL..

can say so,because ever since i was in FORM 1,i got very very close to him because of all this.

So we started to like exchange songs..intro-ing new songs and videos..(techno songs)

then he'll show me some videos and i'll give comments bout it..

and we can actually talk and talk and talk bout it for like the whole afternoon..!

so at first,it all started with SHUFFLE..

so,usually i'm like his commenter (if you get what i mean)

i am always helping him with his songs,video,and those shuffle outfit thing.

for example,his shuffle pants. (i give some of my ideas on what to design on that pants and suprisingly he sketch my idea on the paper and sent it to me on msn)

LOL...

plus,he's always telling me bout those clubbing thing..

then i started to get so interested and wanted to go clubbing so BADLY..

Anyway,he's been a very very cool guy to me.

mayb some of you might thought that he'd influenced me but that ain't true...

it's like,after i mixed around with him and his techno thing,i started to find out what i actually like ( i meant like the inner-me).

so yeah..he's cool..

*opps* (why all of a sudden i talked about him)

nevermind...so now you know some side of me now =)

but if you find it kinda like very *ungirly* then just bare with it la.. =]

by the way,to any of you that read this post..

i guessed you all can figure out another side of me that like something got to do with those techno and dance music too right..?

HAHA...go ahead and figure out

i just mention it a moment ago..LOL

(enjoy my blog's song)

::adores DJ Tiesto and Benny Benassi::

::bass for life::

thnks FS

Like shadows in a faded light... Oh we’re Invisible..I just wanna look in your eyes and make you realize~~

2009-05-26T15:55:00.008+08:00

~how i wished love could have been easier~

This is just some random post by me.

Just to blog what is going in and out my mind now..

As all the Seafield-ians know,exams has finally come to and end.Well,sort of...

What's left is the Sivic paper..GAHHH! It only starts after 12pm and the pressure of waiting for the last paper..you know how it feels.. *arrggghhh*..!!

LOL =]

By the way,these days i got carried away with my so called love-mood.

haha,weird isn't it?

but i can't figure out the reasons why am i being so lovey-dovey these days.all this feelings makes me stare at the laptop finding for those songs that suits that MOOD.

and everytime when there's a song that captures my ears with the touchy,emotional,meaningful lyrics in it, I STARTED THINKING OF YOU..~

What's worst is, i can't erase you of my mind.

i mean,what is so hard for you to act the normal way what both opposite sex do..?

you don't talk,you'll look away when i look back,you'll stare when i don't...

If you don't want..why can't you just stop all of your doings and start moving on if you don't have the guts..!

It's not like i want to talk bad about you,but what you are doing now is just unacceptable.

well,you know what i mean.

recently,i know that you've found someone.Go ahead,i dun mind.

But what i mind is that,will you treat her the same way like you did to me?

with the staring,stalking,peeping and stuff.

But whatever it is,I think it's over now.It's officially OVER~

so BYE BYE, you're not in my STORY now~

and i think you will never be in it again..

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She can’t see the way your eyes light up when you smile
She’ll never notice how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
And you can’t see me wanting you the way you want her
But you are everything to me....

And I just wanna show you
She don’t even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible

If it's love that keeps us breathin'
Give us something to believe in
Is it fear that makes us blind?
Tell me, why is love so hard to find?

2009-05-25T19:03:00.006+08:00

hehe...looks like i'm bored enough to even look up for my name on the web

weird isn't it..?

well,thats partly me..

haha...

WE GOT TO ADORE OURSELF FIRST IN ODER TO ADORE OTHER PEOPLE

am i right..?

A Day Under The SunShine

2009-05-25T15:27:00.011+08:00

During the weekends i usually try to be home during the evening just to head to the usj6 field nearby my house.

It feels good actually,after going a few rounds around the field while enjoying the scenery.

I feel like i'm free from anything that's been suffocating me all this while.

Plus,there's nothing to lose if you were about to spend atleast an hour going to the field and have some stress-free moments...

I can tell you, that it is worth it.

Well,unless if you are those who loves to jailed up yourself at home then too bad..

Nature is meant to be enjoyed by sight.

But that evening after i just got home from Mid-Valley,its only me,my mom, and bro went to the field..my sis,she wants to lazee around at home.

My bro and I were playing badminton..and the wind was *whoosh*

too strong indeed,for us to continue playing.

But whats weird is,while I was playing,there's a guy sitting outside his house playing with his hp was smilling and looking.

This had happened to me many times before.

Even while i was walking my dogs around the field,some guys were like jogging beside me and say "hey,are you staying nearby here too..?" / "nice meeting you,girl.." / "hi..lui" /etc..etc..

I got used to it actually...because it happens thousands of times..! no joke..

Anyway,while i was there,I took a couple of pictures just for memories..yea..memories..

*tehee*

it was dark when we walked home..

this is one of the dog that i'm close with..so cute ryte..hehe xD

this tree can actually be a climbing tree.. =)

look how sunny it was..

this is the field i usually go to..

::just an addie::

the CF Rally badge that i bought :D

Miss Invisible....

2009-05-22T17:19:00.004+08:00

There's a girl
Who sits under the bleachers
Just another day eating alone
And though she smiles
There is something just hiding
And she cant find a way to relate
She just goes unnoticed
As the crowd passes by
And she'll pretend to be busy
When inside she just wants to cry
She'll say...

Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible...
Look a little closer, I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes
Take another look at the face of Miss Always Invisible...
Look a little closer and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day
When you'll ask her, her name...

The beginning, in the first weeks of class
She did everything to try and fit in
But the others they couldn't seem to get past all the things that mismatched on the surface
And she would close her eyes when they left and she fell down the stairs
And the more that they joked
And the more that they screamed
She retreated to where she is now
And she'll sing...

Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little harder I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes
Take a little look at the face of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little closer and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day that you will ask her...her name

And one day just the same as the last
Just the days been in counting the time
Came a boy that sat under the bleachers just a little bit further behind...

-esteeying-

What happened to me while walking back from school.

2009-05-21T16:30:00.005+08:00

to those who reads this post

i tell ya...better be careful when you're alone walking...

seriously....

first i'll start with my journey from school..

me and yee wern (sis-ku) were walking home together..

so we cut through the usj 2 field..

while walking down the stairs...

i saw you...but u make a great pretending action out of it..

when i saw u spotted me looking at you,you were like *turning your darn head around and pretend looking the other side* its so obvious..!

but whatever..its not like you are the only GUY in this world..

and yeah,i meant it..

anyway..back to what i was about to tell you all out there..

ok..while walking through a wide alley in USJ 2..

we (me n yw) saw around 7 malay guys with school uniforms smoking..!

and whats worst is the youngest one i spotted was a form3 guy and i kinda know him

they were sharing a stick of cigarettes and the air was fiiled with smokes

*cough*

so yeah..all of a sudden i'm in my paranoia mood

i thought they were like going to catch us and then do something horrible because we caught them smoking.

but apparently,they didn't even care so me and yw just walk by giving those *i-cant-believe-it looks*

so after yw finally reached her house..

i'm all alone by myself walking in my school unforms back home

after crossing the road i finally reached USJ6 and then i took a short cut into one of the lane and then into one alley to make it fast

while walking through the alley..i turned and looked around suddenly i saw A MAN PEEING..!

i was lucky i didnt spot his (you know what) :]

so after that i try to put a speed in my steps and try to get out of that alley as fast as possible

i sensed footsteps following me from behind

and that made me nearly cry of scaredness

and then pheww

i saw a GREEN HONDA JAZZ

it looks familiar..and then it stopped right infront of me

the car door opened and i was glad its him..!

(him is referred to one of my so-called-hot neighbour with many sports car)

so yeah...i took a ride on his car

sitting right next to him (cant believe it) :]

so while in the car he and 2 of his friend was like

he and his friend: why are you looking so pale..?

me: didnt u see the indian man behind me..?

he: did he do anything to you..?

his friend: you want me to confront him and ask him to stay away..?

me : no..no..its ok..he's not chasing after me anymore..

them : ok.. , are you sure..?

me : yea...its ok..

he: next time when you are walking alone back from school just give me a call and i'll fetch you so that you'll reached home safe.

me : ok..thanks

then after that he took me home safely..

i felt so grateful that he appeared all of a sudden and saved me from any unwanted thing

so after that incident i promised myself not to walk through small alleys anymore

-miss-independentz-

-esteeying-

2009-05-20T17:29:00.004+08:00

ish...nowdays i always type wrong stuff...

::miss-typo i guess::

2009-05-20T16:19:00.005+08:00

*gaahh*

exams people....exams..!

lol..anyway..

yesterday..i was reading my BIO reference book outside the house just to catch some air..

you know..as you lock yourself up in the house studying..your head just don't stay...

so its better to escape for awhile..

just to get a glance through whats going on outside your shell...

so..i sat outside till the sunsets..

then i took some pictures...hehe

just to fill my boredness...

so here it is..

::enjoy mother's nature::

*tehee*

the day is almost come to an end..

my housing area..

now...this is the-not-yet-bloom-sakura

hehe..i just love it

just because it represents my last chinese name

and..not to forget..i love pink flowers..!

2009-05-12T15:13:00.003+08:00

*shouts....!*

exam is here...

and i'm still not really ready yet..

but what the heck...

i'm just gonna try my best..

*tehee*

2009-05-11T19:11:00.001+08:00

missing my straight hair...

but decided to curl it..

at least try it for a year or so..

if my hair...turns out gud..

*tehee*

2009-05-11T18:55:00.002+08:00

i curled my hair....

but it's ok ok oni..

hehe..wait till it grow longer..

*wooshh*

it's because of my itchy hands...

while waiting for my mum to do her rebonding..

i went and do perming too..

but its kinda worth it..

it doesnt look so bad..

and my new "must have thing is.."

::my L'Oreal mousse::

ps:: i wish my hair grow longer faster...!!

2009-05-08T17:04:00.004+08:00

♥ miss 樱 ♥

(sakura)

*tehee*

the beauty of cherry blossum...

the beauty of street...

the path...the journey..

2009-05-07T16:37:00.002+08:00

today in school was a heck of a day...

wern,me,jacq,my santini,laura & soo li went recess together

after recess...we waited for Laura to come out from the toilet.

so the other 5 of us waited behind 1 class..

out of the blue..

my santini was singing a song that goes..

"shhhhuh..girl,shut ur lips..do the *dunno wad* and talk with your hips..!"

from there onwards...we were singing like mad frogs trying to make rain..

all type of songs come out..

and the most hilarious one was JaiHo..!!

my santini was like singing

"shiver..shiver..catch me..catch me...Jai Ho..!!"

"you are my destiny..bla..bla..bla"

so me,wern,my santini,laura n soo li was in my class...

n from no where...this santini went and took a broom and started doing pole dancing..!!

*sexy babe weih*haha

me & wern was laughing our ass off...and i mean it..we were laughing like mad..!!

wow....santini....1st time i see you acting like that weih..haha

it's cool..!! very spontaneous and sporting at the same time hilarious..!

2009-05-06T16:33:00.006+08:00

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

2009-05-06T14:31:00.005+08:00

*sigh*

just recently i've tried changing my blog skin..

i've found a nice 1..but its a little "cacat"

so i change to a plain white one with a little pink on it...

~teehee~

ps::i need someone to teach me how to edit html so that i can change to classic templates

2009-05-06T13:25:00.004+08:00

Miss independent
Miss self-sufficient
Miss keep-your-distance
Miss unafraid
Miss out-of-my-way
Miss don't-let-a-man-interfere, no
Miss on-her-own
Miss almost-grown
Miss never-let-a-man-help-her-off-her-throne

Little miss apprehensive....

Miss got-it-hard
Miss play-it-smart
Miss if-you-wanna-use-that-line,
You better not start, no..

When miss independent walked away
No time for love that came her way
She looked in the mirror and thought today
What happened to miss no-longer-afraid?

♥ ♥ MISS-INDEPENDENTZ™ ♥ ♥

2009-05-05T15:27:00.003+08:00

mid-year exam is on the way to attack me...!!

haha...

gosh..it's in 1 week time..

and i haven't fully prepared yet..

what a *lazy ass*

and yesterday...

i slept late..

but actually i entered my room early..

just that yesterday night..daddy talk talk talk talk with me..

hehehe

so suddenly he asked "girl,when is your exam?"

i said "next week...?"

he was like " so fast..?!" *he laughed & smile like those evil kinda face* haha

then he told me...

if u get 7 A's and above....i'll buy you a new canggih handphone...

*shocking*

*sumtimes daddy can be too kind*

hahaha....

"eldest girl,what do u expect"

2009-05-05T15:13:00.003+08:00

i was thinking of getting a new camera after the mid-year exam.

hehe...

and i was eye-ing on this 2 camera which looks so classy & femine..

lol..nice but a little pricey...

*it's ok* xD

:: d new T900:: *seductive* xD

:T90: *pinky* :D

2009-04-28T15:54:00.004+08:00

hhmm..i decided to update my blog today..

n its all about my hometown..(malacca)

its just the seaside part behind my grandpa's house..

♥ ♥ ♥

it is during dusk..

and alot of people go fishing..hehe...

i went there with mum,lil sis & bro,my grand auntie, n a few cousin bro

all of us walk to the seaside behind to makan angin before eating my grandpa's delicious steambot..hehe

♥ ♥♥

the scenery is just so mesmerizing..

breezes are blowing so calmly..=D

wished i could see it everyday..

2 little small kids running on d stones..=)

can see people fishing..? lol

further a little bit from the water..hehe

the seaside is near all the bungalows.. =)

many people went in the water to fish...

i heard there's alot of fish there..hehe

♥ westlife♥

♥ miss you♥

2009-04-26T15:00:00.005+08:00

yesterday got school..=)

after school i went out with dad,mum,& lil bro to MID VALLEY..!

we went round round looking wad to buy for my sis present since her bday falls on the 28th of April..

my dad wants to buy a nice watch..then i bring him go in Guess shop..

he say there not nice..the watch too many "bling-blings" on it..

so we went out..and jalan-jalan more..then went into

WATATIME shop

after tat i saw my dad was looking at this POLO CLUB watch..

but i dun really like the watch cz i thought it looks old & very grandma-ish..

dad later pointed 2 watches to d worker & ask them to bring it out..

i went there n see..

IT"S SO DANG NICE..!!

::take a look at it..::

this is mine..hehe

its a POLO CLUB BRITANNIA

my dad bought at RM 560

its more expensive cz its Time Design Edition :)

this is my sis 1..

hehe

elegant ryte..?

it cost my dad RM 455

2009-04-24T17:02:00.010+08:00

this post is my first post about photos

hehehe...

i've got nothing to do at home..so i decided to try on my SLR

my fav & precious cup :D *carlsberg*

i bought a school T-shirt.. =D

limited edition golf cap from SRIXON :D

daddy bought for RM 79.00 =.=

cup cutie saya..hehe

its small in size..smaller than ur palm ;D

my number in line during fire drill :D

cute little thingy tat i drew..oni realised it after my fren said

"eh..hw come got face 1..? " lol xD

my mom's cooking tandoori chicken..lol

*ignore the oldness* :p

:: credits to my Z740 ::

my Kodak Z740..xD

* i know its not tat gud as DSLR bt it totally rocks* :D

2009-04-24T15:27:00.004+08:00

i'm gonna move on..and will never look back..

i'm gonna go for it..although it might need many sacrifices...

but hey.....why the hell i should care..??

:) bcoz i couldnt afford to care no more..

so i'll say byebye...n i'm moving on

gotta stay happy..

gotta stay chill

™♥miss-independentz™♥

2009-04-08T16:16:00.003+08:00

♥juz wished a guy would think like this.....♥

♥jason mraz-the beauty in ugly..♥

She’s so big hearted
But not so remarkable
Just an ordinary humble girl
Expecting nothing as we’re made to think
It’s a pretty person’s world

But you are beautiful
And you better go show it
So go look again
You gotta be true to your own
If you really wanna go to the top
Do you really wanna win
Don’t believe in leaving normal
Just to satisfy demand

Well if you wanna get free
And if you wanna do the passionate thing
And if you wanna get smart
For the sake of your heart and all
You should own your name
And stand up tall and get real
And see the beauty in ugly

Well you are fresh
Your face is fabulous
Don’t forget you’re one of a kind
When nobody’s checking the deeds you’ve done
And nobody’s hearing your cries
You make all the fashion statements
Just by dressing up your mind

And if you wanna get free
And if you wanna do the passionate thing
And if you wanna get smart
For the sake of your heart and all
You should own your name
And stand up tall and get real
And see the beauty in ugly
And see the beauty in ugly

Well if you wanna get free
And if you wanna do the passionate thing
And if you wanna get smart
For the sake of your heart and all
You should own your name
And stand up tall and get real
And see the beauty in ugly
And see the beauty in ugly

2009-04-07T16:17:00.002+08:00

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...

The best thing about me is you.....

♥ miss-independentz♥

♥ miss with no guts♥

2009-04-07T15:59:00.005+08:00

falling in love really makes a person goes gaga..

bt hey...girls out there..wad if a guy was asked..

''y u love her(you)..??''

♥

then he answered...

♥

If i was asked why I love her I would say....

It’s the sway in her hips,

the thickness in her thighs.

It’s the lust in her lips,

the love in her eyes.

It’s the softness of her skin,

the silk in her hair.

It’s the twist in her walk;

it’s the sweetness in her talk.

It’s the way she loves me

that makes me love her each day.

That is what I would say.

?♥?

i hope u don't give up =)

2009-04-06T15:17:00.004+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

me is the SLIPPER LADY™ today in school

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2009-04-02T18:46:00.001+08:00

gosh...

i really really dont know why did i gave the letter to him in the 1st place...

*sigh* felt so stupid now.. T.T

i wish...i just wish.....

2009-03-31T18:38:00.006+08:00

~i wish u read my blog~

♥

♥confession of a girl with no guts♥

2009-03-31T18:33:00.004+08:00

i want to confess something here...

the reason is because i have no guts no tell 'it' straight...

erm...firstly...

i wanna tell u ' i like you '

but i just dont dare to tell you..

all it's because ::

~i got no confident

~afraid..

~doubts

~shy

~scared

so here...

i'm making a confession...

if u read my blog right here..right now...

i juz wanna say srry too..

for posting it to public....

♥girl with no guts!♥

2009-03-30T20:31:00.006+08:00

♥♥♥

ps:: i ♥ you...

i think i fell in ♥ ady....

♥♥♥

♥:us against the world:♥

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more
I would still have you .. baby
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war
I’ll be fighting with you .. baby
Cause I know if I’m falling (falling), you won’t (you won’t) let me hit the ground
If the boat is sinking (sinking), I know (I know) you won’t let me drown

No matter what anyone could say
This is the only place for me
And no one could ever take that away
Nothing could come between us

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more .. no more
I would still have you, you, you ,you, you, you, you
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war .. to war
I’ll be fighting with you, you, you ,you, you
Because it’s us against the world the world, the world
You know it’s us against the world the world, the world, oh

Now if I’m lost at sea seven days I’m not alone
If I’m holding you, you, you, you, you
And if it all end’s everybody in the world is gone
I’ll be standing with you … baby

And if it’s the last breath I take
I’ll leave my kiss my with you
If there’s a wall between us .. baby
I know I’ll break through

No matter what anyone could say
This is the only place for me
And no one could ever take that away
Nothing could come between us

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more
(decided not to shine no more)
I would still have you, you, you ,you, you, you, you
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war .. to war
I’ll be fighting with you you you you you
Because it’s us against the world

Nothing’s stronger now than you and I
Cause your love is all I got
And this ain’t never gonna stop
No, whooaa
There’s no distance here when we’re apart
Come on in from the cold
Lay your head on my shoulder
Ride like a soldier
I’ma stay right here

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more … no more (ouhoh)
I would still have you, you, you ,you, you, you, you (you baby, right here)
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war … to war
I’ll be fighting with you, you, you ,you, you (heeey)
Because it’s us against the world the world the world (ouuhh)
You know it’s us against the world (you baby, hey baby .. ouuhh )
the world, the world, ohh
Because it’s us against the world the world the world
(no matter what happen baby)
You know it’s us against the world the world the world
(it’s us against the world the world, the world)
Because it’s us against the world the world the world (Ohhh yeaaah .. ouuh)
You know it’s us against the world the world the world Ouuh!

♥xoxo♥

2009-03-27T17:56:00.002+08:00

♥♥♥♥♥

thanks to some plukers that link me already..

really appreciate it

u guys really rox.!!

stay in touch

♥♥♥♥♥

♥xoxo♥

2009-03-23T23:40:00.005+08:00

today...

i'm having gaga time plurking AGAIN...

yea.. xD

with the f*cking school homeworks all piling up..

haizz...

seriously cant stand it..

but wadeva it is...

school is school..

so we gotta do wad student has to do..

hahaha...

♥

its a boring post i know..

so if u find it boring..

pls...dun read it..

thankiu...

there's nothing much happening in school today..

but i cant wait to go to school everyday since...... today

hahaha...

cuz i finally can get to sit behind ady...

wohhoo...

boleh tidur sambil belajar..

cool ryte...

haha...

i'm very multitasking..

well thats all for now..

huhuhuhu...

malas wanna blog nowdays..

♥tata...♥

♥xoxo♥

2009-03-22T21:37:00.002+08:00

hahaha...now plurking on plurk..

and suddenly aaron start the topic on samy tak value..

hahahaa...

the whole convo was damn freaking insulting and funny

me,aaron,and his cousin (marcus) was seriously attacking those politicians...hahaha

damn swt man...

hehehe...

having fun talking politician craps..

2009-03-19T23:43:00.001+08:00

well..i've changed my blog layout..

so there's quite a lot of gadget missing...

2009-03-19T23:30:00.003+08:00

well..there's this famous motivator named Andrew Matthews...

he'd wrote quite a few numbers of motivational book..

my dad bought for me one of them

and the title is

♥'BEING A HAPPY TEEN'♥

the book is great..

its easy to understand..with interesting illustration..

n its worth buying..!! xD

but most of all..

after i've bought that book..

i read through it..(i like reading all this kinda books) =)

and after reading it..i finally realised what is right and what is wrong...

the book can seriously turn you into a better person..

after reading it...

i can understand lots of thing...

and questions like 'why'

is no longger why

cuz in that book..

it all answered for you

this book is specially for teenager

and those out there who read this kinda book...keep it up

it really helps...

well..the article below if from one of his book too..

and its called.....

♥♥10 Secrets to happiness...♥♥

1) Be happy where you are now

Right now! Be thankful for what you have, instead of moaning about what you lack. Be satisfied with what you have when you are in pursuit of what you want.

2) Happiness, more than anything, is a choice we make every day

Happiness is a conscious decision. You choose to be happy today or you choose to be miserable. Your action/reaction is determined by how you choose to perceive a situation. Andrew gave an amusing illustration of a couple surrounded by a pack of crocodiles. The man thought “OMG Crocodiles!” while his wife thought “OMG Handbags!”

3) Happiness is understanding the things we can’t change yet and working on those we can

Some things are hard to change overnight. It’s unusual to change from a pauper into a millionaire in a day. Happiness is knowing that some things take more time. We can start by working on what we can change immediately.

4) Put a smile on your face. It changes how you think.

I was teaching a friend to ice-skate last Friday evening and there was this beautiful girl I met while getting a drink. She smiled as we both walked towards the vending machine. I smiled back and allowed her to buy her drink first.

While on the ice-skating rink, we passed each other a couple of times. I was trying to keep my friend on his feet while she was falling happily on the ice with hers. Our eyes met again. She smiled and I smiled back.

Then as she was making her way out of the rink, I smiled and waved goodbye. She smiled back. I could hear her friends asking “Is that your friend?” I didn’t catch her reply but I remembered her turning towards me with another smile. I returned the smile with a wave to her bewildered friends.

We didn’t exchange a single word. We didn’t need to. The smiles were enough to brighten up both our days.

5) Whatever you get, accept it and deal with it

All too often, when something bad happens, we are too quick to point fingers and start placing blame on everyone else. Happiness is about accepting responsibility and dealing with what comes your way. Blaming the whole world is not going to solve anything.

6) Problems = Catalyst to take Action

Andrew advises to see problems as a catalyst for us to take action. Problems are good teachers, so learn to love them. Next time, when you face a problem at work/in business, remember to run up to your boss/partner and say, “We have a huge opportunity!”

7) Learn from the elephants!

How do you eat an elephant?
Answer: One bite at a time.

What did the elephant say to the naked man?
Answer: How do you breathe through that thing?

8) Put everything you have into whatever you are doing now

Do your best (100%) and life will support you!

9) It’s not what you get. It’s what you become that matters

Know what to expect - Expect a better you.

10) No one else is going to make you happier. Work on yourself.

A lot of people get things mixed up. A wife thinks about all the bad things her husband does while a widow remembers all the good stuff. That is the ultimate recipe for misery! Isn’t it better to switch the lists around?

Work on your mindset. See things from a positive light.

Conclusion

Happiness is in the way you think. No one can make you happy except yourself. To conclude this article on happiness, I would like to share with you a video of an extraordinary dog (Faith, the two legged dog). I hope Faith will teach you something about happiness that goes beyond words.

2009-03-18T19:46:00.004+08:00

♥ me.. =D ♥

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends,who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2009-03-18T19:23:00.003+08:00

ohmygawd

♥

NEW

BLOGSKIN

2009-03-18T17:52:00.002+08:00

♥ ♥ IF I WERE THE BOSS ♥ ♥

If I were the boss

*mornin boss how r u? bagus bagus…*

Even just for a day

*one chance only u know..what will u do ar? tats y im tellin u la..wait la..*

I would change the station name from Hitz to Radio Ean and JJ

*tats a nice ring to it.. tats y, just for u bro..*

If I were the boss

*wat will uuuuu do?*

Work will start on Tuesday

*wat do u think? i like i like, Wednesday also can*

We will end the week on Thursday and everyday will be halfday

*maybe 2hrs onli..better*

If I were the boss

I think I could understand

How it feels to work on budget

And give a raise of 20cent

Hang out with the girls

*babe apa khabar?..bagus*

And be hard on the guys

*sori ar brother..have to la, cari makan*

Might dispatch me riding Harleys

Our trips will be to Bali

If we bankrupt I will break down and cry

If I were the boss

I’ll come up with a plan

*check it out ar..ehem ehem*

Make everyone do all the work

Take the credit and look like the man

*wah banyak handal ar u..thank u thank u*

If I were the boss

My lunch break would be 2days

*wah so long ar..yala then onli enuf time to eat*

I have PS3 in my room 200inch LCD and play all day

My way..JJ

If I were the boss

I think I could understand

How it feels to work on budget

And give a raise of 20cent

Hang out with the girls

*u looking very pretty today, naik gaji*

And be hard on the guys

*hey she looks pretty ok u do all her work..nonsense*

Might dispatch me riding Harleys

Our trips will be to Bali

If we bankrupt I wil break down and cry

Cause I will always come in late

Just to show who I’m

And if I was a girl I wil make them all call me Ma’am

*mornin Ma’am*

If you thought I would be nicer

Then you thought it wrong~

*adui sakit..tarikla sikit*

But we are not the boss

*i knw tis sadly..haih…*

So we cannot cuti….cannot cuti..

Come to office really early

To try to make some money

So we can open stall jual nasi

*goreng, pattaya, kandar, lemak, wat else ar? ah..dagang.. so now wat do we do?

i dunno..wait for the song to finish la cuz we r not the boss..

o yea…tunggu boss cakap la..boss..boss..okok thank u…ok bye boss..*

♥ =) ♥

2009-03-17T14:26:00.003+08:00

J ♥ Jacqueline..

E ♥ Esther..

Y ♥ Yee wern..

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

the story between us will never end....

but it will continue for eternity...

the story of 3 best sis...

will remain and never does fade...

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2009-03-17T13:18:00.002+08:00

As what it is seems...

we are not close like before...

but hey..the 3 of us are still good sis right..?

i just don't want us to fight..or against each other...

it feels not the same like how we were last time..

i understand...

trying to fit in isn't easy..

but why trying so hard to fit in right..??

all we need to do is just..

~be ourself..because there's no one better than ourself...

~appreaciate who we have and what we have....

~be more happy and not being too down with each other...

that is what i feel...

but all i hope is just for the 3 of us to be together again...

just like back in those days....

there's no secret between us...

any problems...we'll share out..

and not keeping any problem to ourself..

that is what good friends are for...

just like what jacq said..

"once a sister..always a sister"

and i hope this motto will stay with us forever....

no matter what happens...

we will still remain as J.E.Y

and nobody can get through our way...

ok.. =)

2009-03-11T17:50:00.005+08:00

hehe...this is just some random post by me...xD

basically ...there's nothing much i can post here nowdays...

bcoz i got not enough 'grandmother' story to tell...

lately...i cant concentrate in class...and i don't know why...

but all i want is just for this RIDDLE to end fast..

so that i will eventually know the answer as soon as possible..

this riddle has been making me wondering day by day...

and i can't just solve it like that...cz i have no GUTS to do it... *sigh*

I REALLY REALLY HATE MYSELF WHEN I'M IN THIS SITUATION...

*god damn it*

thats all for this post...

chiaoz.>>>>

2009-03-10T18:53:00.002+08:00

lately...i've been thinking bout curling my HAIR..! xD

n i actually wanted to do hair extension but scared later the hair will drop off bit by bit..hehehe

anyway..i'm still searching for the perfect wavy hair.hahaha

still finding...huhuhu

this is sum style tat i kinda like it.. xD

first style::

second style::

tats all for now..

i'll update later on...

gtg tuition..

geeez..i hate all those tuition...

chiaozz

2009-03-06T17:06:00.000+08:00

it's a friday..and i'm kinda bored sitting at home..

i juz can't wait for saturday..hehe

i wonder if next week is the cuti penggal or not..*hhhmmm*

2day on plurk very boring...

there's nothing much to say..and people oso very quiet..

oh...2day i'm happy too..hehe

my dad juz came back from taiwan..

with bundles of gifts (shall update the pic l8tr on)

but he said in taiwan there's nothing much to see though..

it's juz an ordinary place but i bet malaysia is much better with more better place to go and also to see.. xD

but wadever it is...

in school it has always been the same..

everyday there's a happy,sad,angry,excited moment..

but for me,2day is juz an ordinary day with not much of enthusiasm spirit...

can say as very dull actually..

hhmmmmm...

oh yea...

n i was also wondering whether i should go for IU NITE or not...?

2009-03-05T16:41:00.004+08:00

i juz love this quotes...hehe

update at last...=)

2009-03-05T16:27:00.003+08:00

finally 2day i took the chance to update my blog..

this few days there's lots of interesting stuff happening...

haizz....all this things makes me stomach pain..haha

this 'interesting things' has been happening 2 weeks ady...

still dunno y we r still standing in our own phase n not moving foward...

but juz let faith do the freaking job..

n i'll jz wait.. *anxious*

day to day....i jz cant wait to go to schooll..

after the schedule has change..i juz like the freaking THURSDAY!!

tats the day where we dun hv 2 wonder where we're at...*smile*

sometimes i wonder wad if all my imagination will become a REALITY..

juz a stare will make u go crazy...

juz pass by will make you feel like there's butterfly in ur stomach...

juz a smile will make u fell in lurvee...

tat is why love is so strong...

randomly.. =]

2008-12-22T14:48:00.004+08:00

this is my random post since last saturday(20/12/08)...

i've not posted anything since 5th of december..!!

hehehe..what to do..i'm lazy to blog..and i oso dunno y...

hhhmmm

my new NCHII heels..!!! lurve it man!!!

well..this party was on the 20th..it's at xing2 house..

awsome party..!!! =]

btw...thanks for the party xing.. =]

home made mini club =]

we dance our ass off!! it's dark actually...

pok's dslr flash is really bright..!! =]

lol..=] pao totally block my whole figure..hahahaha

=] me..siew..xing..and wern dance like nobody's business!!

so sayang others all so paiseh..=0

wern..me..and siew...dance dance dance!!!

group pic!! =]

candid..

me and wern... =] (no idea what are we actually doing)

well thats all for now...i'll try to update more stuff...

but currently there's lots of things is happening around me...

it's hard to describe things sometimes..

life gets harsh even when you don't want it too...

as a conclusion...it's not easy to be me...(i meant every word i'm saying..)

all i can do is just appreciate what is around me while i can...

or else it might be too late..

love,

miss independent...

pc fair details

2008-12-05T17:05:00.003+08:00

attention to siew man,jacq,and wern

this is about the pc fair december 2008

first of all ::

venue : klcc convention centre.

date : 12th-14th (friday,saturday,sunday) next week!!

time : from 10.00 am till 10.00 pm

for your info::

~4 of us will be the stand by.
~there's about 15 of the regular promoter,so if they need more they will inform us.
~food is provided.
~they will put us in our respective booth i think.
~we will be selling Energizer stuff and others too.
~all the stuff that we supposed to sell is all pc stuff.
~digital paper will provide t-shirts for us
~please wear comfortable outfit and footwear coz you will be standing very long so does moving around too.

i will try to get more info 1st.
i might as well post it on my blog coz my hp not enough credit

paid:: rm100/per day + commisions

btw..extra info..
got lots lots people there...
so mayb very busy during saturday and sunday.

so if can pls confirm with me whether you are in or not ok??
A.S.A.P ok??really A.S.A.P!!

please leave any question by sms-ing me ya...
i'll not be on9 during saturday and sunday coz i wont be in subang.
so anything just sms me
my dad is still asking bout the promoter stuff, so anything i will try to call or sms you all..

just feel like posting..

2008-12-02T14:41:00.002+08:00

after so long i didn't post anything.finally today i post something.hehe..thnks to xiao mei mei(jl)

I'll start with last Saturday..
firstly..i went to mid valley..shop shop shop...most shopping for foot wear..but duwan to buy yet..
me and my family went to THE GARDENS.then we went into ISETAN.i found a handbag and it's totally chic!!! it's BETSYVILLE..hahaha...i can buy it soon!!yay..!!thanks daddy!!btw..i was shock that it cost RM 420.00 but it din stop me from buying it!!hahaha..i was smilling the whole day..
so when the time comes my daddy will get it for me...=)

then we went around mid valley and then we stopped at pet's wonderland..!!
coz need to buy for my 2 dogs chains and the stuff to walk them..(dunno what izzit called)
then we went to the dogs site..me,my bro,n sis spotted 3 little shi tzu..!!it so damn cute!!!really fluffy,chubby,and total cuteness!!!
hehe..wanted to buy but we already have 2 miniature pinscher at home...(thanks siew!!muackz)
but my dad say we can rare 3 dogs..hehe..but after we shift into a new home of our own..!!haha..it'll be soon..very soon..

then i went to sunway pyramid after mid valley...we went to find my sis stuff...and guess wad!! she bought a lulu belle bag for herself...*sobz*
but never mind..then we went around shopping..and shopping..and shopping...
got sales but not really a big sales yet..haha..i'm those who goes craaaaaazy..when there's sales..!!
i really cant help it when got sales...all i want to do is BUY BUY AND BUY!!

then Sunday...
i went to the curve..me and my family walk around...then went outside to the bazaar site.so me and my sis bought a hand made bracelet..!!it's so nice..really love it..we bought 3 with different design..and the total cost is RM80.00..hehe..
then we went to cineleisure..there's nothing much to see..coz we went there like so many freaking times already...!! lol

then in the Sunday evening me,my sis and bro went to walk our dogs...it was difficult..coz those fucking stupid dogs in our housing lane was so fierce!!they bark bark and bark..then our 2 puppies got scared by them..our dogs even shivered and don't dare to move at all..so we went other site..hhhmm..i think thats all for this post..

2008-11-28T18:01:00.001+08:00

after 2 days i did not post anything.today i've decided to post something.these are some quotes that caught my eyes. =)

~love this quote!!~

just for the records

2008-11-25T16:08:00.009+08:00

today i want to....

kutuk kutuk kutuk..hahahaha..bare with it!!!

SYCOPHANTIC PEOPLE..!! (get a life of your own!!)

You want to know what is sycophantic people/sycophant?they are those kind of people who ingratiate.in other words it means ampu / kaki ampu/pengampu.i bet all of you all know

what ampu means rite?great..!!

first of all i want to advise those kaki ampu,PLEASELAH!!GO AND GET YOUR OWN LIFE!!DON'T ALWAYS KNOW HOW TO BECOME PEOPLE'S SHADOW..!! YOU ARE ACTUALLY WASTING YOUR TIME DOING THEIR STUFF..!!

AND I CALL THAT STUPID OR BEING USED!!

people,if you are one of those kind,please go and change and throw away that attitude.it's not worth it!!and if you say that you are actually helping,thats not true..!!you are actually ingratiate them!!plus,they will feel you are stupid when you are being used by them.everytime you want to fit in certain group you start to ampu them.you do their stuff,their things,and also follow them everywhere as if you are their servant.(this mostly happens in a group of friends).usually people who only know how to ampu will only "served"those special one(the one they want to be closed with).

for example::when the "special ones" ask them to do something they agree,and the sycophant will just do and thinks that its an honour!!omg...

But when other friends asked the sycophant to help to do something or ask something,the sycophant won't even want to help even when that person is just asking and not asking the sycophant to do it for them!!

those sycophant people who is in a gang is actually "the gangs under person".they "served" the popular ones in the gang.those sycophantic person usually talk sweet and try to always fit in the group.they treated the popular ones with their good pathetic attitude just to buy their hearts!!

so if you are one of them,my advised is why don't you be equal to all?you wont loose anything.plus,among friends there's no lower or upper standards because we as a humans are all the same!!get it?

ps:::phew....i feel so relieve now since i've let out what i want to say.but remember,this is all just for the records,means don't take it really personally.this post is not to condemn those i hate,because i hate no one.

love,

miss indepedent.

all about u.. =)

2008-11-24T18:10:00.003+08:00

Rules;

-Pick your birth month .
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you .
- Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you .
- Copy to your own blog , with all twelve months .
- Tag 10 people

January

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized.Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

February

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

March

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

April

Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

May

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

June

Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills.Talk ative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

my b'day month!! [ july babe :D ]
July

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties instudy ing. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

August

Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

September

Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

October

Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

November

Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

December

Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor...

tag::who ever wants to post this on their blogs are welcome..=D

love,
miss independentz

2008-11-23T20:53:00.005+08:00

::miss-independentz.blogspot.com::

shortness.. =.=

2008-11-23T19:57:00.000+08:00

today around in the evening..i wanted to bath but the toilet bulb upstairs blow and the ceiling is too high thus it prevent me from changing it as soon as possible..

this incident is very very humiliating..that is what i can say.. =)
i then shouted from upstairs that the toilet bulb blew off..
my mom ask me to change it.but i say "how am i going to reach?i'm too short..!!"

then my mom went upstairs and me,my sis,and my mom start to see how are we going to reach that high ceiling..

so we start searching for something stable and tall to put on the chair so that we can stand on it and change the bulb right away..but no matter what tall object were put on the chair neither of us still can reach it...
when i try to stand on it..it feels like i need to add another 5 more heads!!
lol..what a shorty

but luckily..my dad was at home..
so when he went up the first thing he said was "why??short arse cannot get to reach the ceiling ar..??
then i replied "what to do..i memang short arse want what.."
my dad then laugh..=.=
pity me so short..
*sigh*hehe..but i'm proud of my height anyway.. =)

ps::be proud of who and what you are.. *wink*

my stupidity...

2008-11-23T17:45:00.000+08:00

I've created another new blog account because of my stupidity...anyway,i got no regret because i like my new blog account name..hehe *wink*
anyway..i've been struggling the whole day...the comp run quite slow,maybe because i open to many windows..
aiyahh..atleast now my new blog account already created..i'm relieved..*sigh*
i feel very bad for my friends because they need to link me again..very sorry to ma fan you all T.T

As for this new blog..now i want to come out with a new gimmick!!
~miss-independentz~(yea..thats d new gimmick)

If you wonder what is it or how..well just wait..
because i've finally realised..!!
umm..just wait and see...
all the stuff that i'm going to post might be true..or heplfull..
so..i hope it'll atleast help those people to realise bout something..!!

I think that all for now..
i might post another mayb today or another day..
but i will possibly updated my blog as possible as i can.